Life overall is going better. I am actually doing a lot of things, have projects and goals in my life, and am working for them. So why do I feel like something is bothering me?
|Barça jersey at Camp Nou, Barcelona.|
|The tiny road up the mountain... Yeah, it was a dirt road, with tracks.|
|Victorious picture with the car at Reeds Gap on top of the Blue Ridge.|
I do think that these late night thoughts are along those lines. Something about where I am going. Would the 10-year-old me be proud of who I am? Of who I am going to become?
Life is really complicated. And there's always lots of things going on. I am glad that I have written down some personal goals as to what I want to do in the next couple of years. I think we should all do that every now and then. Have those goals in mind, and know what we have to do day in and day out to accomplish those goals in the long run. Nothing is impossible, right? We can accomplish our goals if we set our minds to them.
That is exactly what I need. Maybe this blog post is not for others to read, maybe it's more of a reminder to myself. The more reminders, the easier it is to remember things, right? It's easy to overwhelm yourself. Sometimes we want to do too many things in life. And it all feels way bigger than we can handle. In reality, we just have to think of how each thing has its own time and place, and each goal we set for ourselves can be accomplished. Prioritizing helps, too.
Anyways. I want to save money. I want to go back to school and finish my ISE degree. I want to take some flight lessons to start my dream to become a pilot. I want to rely on myself. I want to earn everything I want.
One step at a time.
For now, I'll just go to sleep. Have to wake up in 5 hours to go to work. Good night world! Zaijian!